Believe

Let me tell you a secret. God’s unfailing Love will find you in the deepest valley. You can never run- You can never hide- Nothing you can do will make Him turn away. You can fight – You can resist, but He’ll keep trying to reach you. I had a wonderful conversation recently with the mom of an addict. She is trying to find a way to help her child. As I began to talk with her about my experience and how God saved me, she said in her quest for help she had spoken to a Pastor’s child who too was in the throws of addiction. No matter how much she called out to God; she couldn’t break the addiction. She told me Not to doubt my own strength in my recovery. I have always given God the Glory, but she made me stop and think. She was Right – my own strength and determination had a huge part in my recovery and continued sobriety. I choose to give God the Glory, but I recognize now, I chose my path. The heartbreak and pain I lived with for so long- left me questioning God’s existence and love. I chose the path of addiction and suppression, but I also chose to set my heart on recovery. I made the decision to ask for help – consciously and consistently – begging God to take the desire from my heart. Yes, that took great strength of my inner Will. I believe God found me in my darkest moment – in the deepest valley and He stayed with me. I believe He gave me strength when I couldn’t find my own – I believe He guided my prayers when I couldn’t find the words. There is No secret to His Love. The secret is Believing! God’s unfailing Love can save you, if you believe He can! I believe I saw Jesus descend from Heaven. I believe God saved me from imminent death from deliberately overdosing. I believe God gave me the premonition of my daughter and her birth year to guide me! I believe there is No valley too deep and No mountain too high for God! I believe My Truth can Help save you! My belief is My Truth!